Sleepless Night

Okay, so for some reason I can't sleep tonight, although I'm not exactly sure why.
It could possibly be depression, a lot of things have been going on lately; I found out my aunt has brain cancer, which is a real kick in the face. 4 years ago my dad died from brain cancer, so I guess I'm a little shaken up about that. :(
That is probably it, at least that is what I'm thinking is the problem anyways. Who knows, it could be a number of things, maybe I have real shitty insomnia? I'm probably just stressing, and the fact that my mother's friend and her son still haven't moved out only causes more stress on me and also everyone else in my house.

I know for a fact though, through all of this I will always have Matt. <3 We may fight at times, and are constantly picking on each other, but at the end of the day, I know I love him with all my heart, and I know he loves me just the same. He really makes my world go 'round and I wouldn't have it any other way.
I truly do love him with every fiber of my being.

A Beautiful Start

Okay, so this is my first post and I'm not sure exactly what to be posting, let alone who will be reading this. (Nobody at this point I'm sure.)
I have been computer-less for quite a while, so I've had this Blogger account since July I thing but never posted anything. (Isn't that wonderful?)
I think I've done a pretty good job at setting it up though, it looks decent and even thought I wanted I pretty large post as my first blog post, I doubt this will be that long. (Gosh I'm super boring today!)
My day was alright I guess (I'm sure you all want to hear about this.) it consisted of relaxing, music, writing, social networking, texting, Dairy Queen, and hanging out with some pretty amazing people. (Interesting huh?)
I am pretty sure after a while I will find something interesting to write about, something worth reading, like poetry or something like that.
Just going to have to sit back and wait aren't we?

P.S - Writer's block is a pain in the ass by the way.

P.S.S - "It's all uphill from here."

P.S.S.S - That's from a movie if you didn't know :)

&hearts; Beautiful Disaster &hearts;